wishing the sun would rise faster

i decided i'm going to use this as an extension of my thoughts. whatever i may be thinking, i might just put it down here. random thoughts, opinions, general state of mind type of shit. reasonable enough, no? i do however want to keep the happy list going. i think it's a positive thing. 

it's late/early but it feels much later/earlier than it is. maybe it's because i have been awake since 8:30 in the morning and racked my brain for a solid three hours. i want to sleep for hours upon hours upon hours. my bed is pitifully small. if my bed were larger, i think i would be able to be that type of person who just sleeps the day away. this topic brings me to my happy list.

sinking into a mattress covered with a warm comforter, beds so big that you need a running start to get into it, night time walks, birthday cake on days that it's not your birthday, inside jokes, the downfall and destruction of after effects, waking up thinking you're running late but realizing you have another two hours to sleep, subway, having your friends stick up for you because they genuinely want to, lollipops, having promises kept, the truth, giving and getting good advice, non smokers, fog at night time, eye contact, being in the arms of the one you love and falling asleep/waking up in the same position.