the horizon has been defeated

it's over, it's finally over. no more school to worry about. even though i am terribly ashamed of what i handed in, i honestly couldn't care less about it. it is what it is and what it is is over. onwards with summer, right? once i get a job, i will feel completely at peace. also this online class starts soon which i am unnaturally looking forward to. i like to feel smart, i guess, which doesn't happen often. my head feels clearer now that i know i don't have to trek back and forth to manhattan on a daily basis. i'm almost too excited to keep one train of thought right now, so i will go on with things that make me happy.

big dogs hanging out of car windows with floppy ears, the smell of carnivals, kayaking, driving/walking through secluded areas, not having to go to school, pet names, everything about the summer, remembering the summers of my childhood, drawing what i want to draw, eating dinner on my porch, montauk (i might go into detail about this place in another post), acoustic versions of songs, being on boats.